Happy Valentine's Day

Wow! My wife and I are celebrating our 44th valentine's day together! I am absolutely stunned that someone could even like me for that long never mind love me. If you've read any of the other posts here it's pretty clear,  I um... have some issues.  A few of them are pretty serious, marriage impacting serious. I was a depressed, grumpy, old fat man drifting from half started project to another half finished project. That was until I accepted what I've know deeep down for 50 years, I am transgender... a transwoman. On Halloween 2019, I wrote a story for her, essentially what you see on the first post here. For me it was liberating, it was unbelievably exhilarating and intoxicating. For my wife not so much. After 44 years her husband was disappearing. She'll get a new best friend, but it really won't be the same. So today was the first Valentine's Day I wasn't sure I'd get a valentine....

Thank God I did,

We have talked more deeply about more important things. We have been honest with each other, on some topics it may be the first time for me. I believe I'll be a better partner than I ever was, but it will never be the same. I'm going to believe it will be better.


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